ok so I can't seem to name it, because Promise Ring Ceremony sounds like a dumb name for it. Here's what is happening, so eric and I been trying to figure something out. I don't want to get married, but I did propose, but his family got this whole if you can be engaged you can pay for yourself though college... or something like that, I never fully understood it, that's not the point! he point is, we wanted to take a step forward in our relationship but we couldn't get engaged, move in together, and oviously get married or have a kid (too soon ), and after monthes of trying to figure something out with me being my drama self being all over the place with everything, we finally figured something out. Promise rings, but I didn't want to do with I had done before, gives rings, woot done, No. I wanted to try to do something more special, so, sigh, me, a tom boy, bought a white... *gulp* dress, it's so girly but at the same time, I love it, which makes me like ahhhh what the hell.... why am I suddenly a girl again. Anyways! off topic, and if I had a camrea again (stupid mail) I be youtubing again... MAYBE. so me and eric and like a couple of friends, though it looks like no one can come and if I get my web cam again, I may just do that and post it... oh god the embressment.... anyways so yea we picked out rings finally and everything is done basicly, though we bought the rings online so they have to show up. so I'm not 100% sure if I'm going to try to record the thing that going to be great semtement things to eric and me but at the same time, sere embressment, I'm a nervous reck, but we'll manage, wish me luck, may be the closest thing to a wedding haha... i hope that not true...